Just Breathe

"It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are." ~ e. e. cummings

I'm trying not to write any more post of C.. I went that route before and you know the results - more than enough roller-coaster riding to last a lifetime! 

However, I feel like I do have to say that C. is still corresponding; he is writing to me fairly often (and, as he has told me, his love is for me alone). I am doing my best to just go with the flow. 

As it is, he has two more months left on his deployment - which will be the end of his active-duty military career - so, until he gets back here, and if we should ever get to the point that we are in the same place, at the same time, with the same feelings for each other, I will not be holding my breath.