Sometime You Win and Sometimes the Game Sucks

"Failure doesn't mean you are a failure...it just means you haven't succeeded yet."
~ Robert Schuller

As hard as it is for me to fathom at this point, C. is no longer a possibility for me as someone who could  be the father of my children. Plan B is done. Now all I have left is Plan A and Plan C. 

There were many wonderful emails exchanged between us since I he had written that he was "BACK IN USA." He even talked of coming out to visit me this coming weekend.

And then this happened...